I am a writer, I was once a writer, I was a blogger... and I just read a quote that says "Hear me Clear: You can always come back from anything" I am once again blogger... And writing is my passion. Expressing my feelings is my passion, is my stress reliever... But it was taken away from me.... In this life, in this generation that says and dictates who you should become, what you should become... Who you should be. In the world where you cannot make mistakes- because many people will judge you, and will be happy, if you are not okay....
I started to care what other people will say... Not in terms of just social media per se... on what the people who revolves around you- will think of you because you are their leader, their example.... The one who looks up to you... On what your family- who always protects you a lot, will be disappointed to you... But is the number 1 people who will be there for you no matter what... They will be your shield and shelter... And it hurts so much and freaking scary- if you stop protecting the family like you used to... That's why it is true that when you get tired, you don't have to quit. You just have to rest and come back again...
I was drown into the competition, the competition of the events industry is a battle field. Only tough people. The industry full of emotions, pride, family, relationships.....
And you're in both the Business and Creative side, it's really, really, challenging.... It's exhausting.... I've endured 7 years, rather, 8 years, in this industry, until I realized, that it's bot for me... I thought I was in the right path.... Because I love flowers, I love dresses, I love beautiful things... But I am not a baby anymore... I have to do something for myself, that myself itself could do... Like this, writing...
Creating music, making crafts, designing.... That is me.... And in choosing this path, this kind of me, the inner me, then who shall I become? Who am I? and How will I start again?
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